probably no, probably it's not worth me writing down but oh well.
the sleepover was really fun, even though the girly stuff the Word of Life students did with us [hair, makeup], i could have done better, oh well. it was fun just being with Mary [youth leader.. she's SO cool] and lauren and danielle and savanna together. i brought along my old bffer, katie, who has kinda been stuck in a rut and well, definately we've been drifting. in an attempt to boost her happiness level if but a smidge. i dont think it worked im sad to say. it's just like when i get her to youth group- she's excited to go but after 5 minutes she's quiet and gets less happy and acts sadder.
honestly it bothers me a lot, though i know since we were best friends, i shouldnt let it but she brings everything down all the time. it used to be she was just quiet and that was OK, but now instead she just sad. that's not okay. i'd drag her to these church functions and hang out with her more, to try and lift her up, but she doesnt want to change. that's what gets me upset with her.
So the sleepover was overall a success i think. all the speakers were really excellent at making their point and.. one almost made me a little emotional. they did, and i believe on accident they did this, stick the oldest lady there with us to talk about boys. not anything helpful.. just you sin you sin you sin you sin. but i didnt let her last little poor excuse for a lecture sour my view on the whole thing.
we left at 6 am. at 7 am we were in the car and i woke up to give morning phone calls to friends :] if i was awake why shouldnt they be?! ended up "good morning" messages though. quite amusing actually because when all us girls are sleep deprived we get really loopy. lol.
today. iunno i was at school. i made eye contact with him while i was all overr vernon talking and laughing and having a jolly ol' pre-lunch time. i texted, he texted back nothing significant and i think i have moved on to liking a kid in my youth group who liked me EARLIER this year, when he was a retard. he's less of a retard now but i think it's too late :/
besides that, i saw a worm being attacked by like 30 ants. i was too enthralled to save the worm. in retrospect, i really ought to have tried.
i'm going back to sleep now, i still havent caught up on sleep, so i havent been going to the gym. im getting to be a whale of a person, so i'm getting back there as soon as i'm not 10 hours behind on sleep anymore.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: the lemonheads- confetti